Chicken and White

Yesterday I ended up drinking a lot of milk and yogurt, so to make up for it today I am eating just chicken today.

I have weighed myself.at exactly 61 kilos, so I am eager for it to drop down soon. This morning I finally went walking for 40 minutes around the neighborhood…I wont be able to tomorrow, but I will on Thursday and Friday is a holiday so I am.going to try to go walking a bit more.

Completely changing subjects… I am beginning to hate how my clothes fit. They are getting baggy on all the wrong places. Ugh. I also have noticed that I am wearing a lot of black and white… but that is only because I have two pairs of pants…and both are black! One is borrowed from my mom.. the other is one I bought on my honeymoon. All the jeans I brought back from the states are huuuuuuge and falling down.

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Baggy in strange ways 😦

I believe that when I reach 57 kilos… I deserve a shopping trip. Which includes jeans and shirts that fit right. I will still have 5 kilos to lose, but then my clothes will be ridiculously large.

I am.totally crushing on Aline grey tshirts and the minute I find one… I am buying it!

Well, I need to get.going but I will.see you guys.soon!

Five Things I hate About the Breed: Women

Ok, so I am a woman and I can talk about woman, right? That’s fair.

What I want to talk about is: Women. When I was a teen, I never got along well with women, we fight and argue. Honestly, I would get along super well with boys but with girls I never really got along well. And why?

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Because we girls are a difficult breed to be around.

1. Girls can be bitchy. They complain about everything. ALL THE TIME.  Everything is never good enough are nice enough. I get tired of hearing people complain.

2. Girls don’t forgive as easily as boys. If a girl gets mad at you, they will probably be mad at you forever. Boys.. well, they will get upset, but they forgive and most importantly, forget.

3. They aren’t punctual. If you tell a girl to meet you at 7, she will get there late, every time. I don’t think I know a woman who actually arrives on time for things.

4. PMS. Ugh, enough said. PMS sucks. Worse yet is woman who use PMS as an excuse to be angry and steam off anger for no good reason. I know that our mood does take a turn for the worse, but really, some women exagerate.

5. Speaking of moods, and feelings and what not… talking behind other people’s backs. I think that is what I hate the most about girls, women, the whole entire female breed.  Instead of solving the reason logically, no, they prefer to send crazy text messages trying to guilt trip you into doing things or saying things and I really can’t stand that. Why not just solve the problem quickly? Talk to the person and tell them what’s up. Tell them what you are feeling. Be honest. Don’t manipulate .

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Anyhow, These are just some thoughts going through my head. I love my friends, and I have friends who are girls and love them too. I just feel that I am way too old for drama.

Don’t take this personally anyone, I myself am a girl so I feel like I have a right to talk about it! haha

Looks from This Weekend

This weekend was.really busy, but I had fun playing dress up with my new body, it has been fun!

On Saturday I went to church at night and used my mom`s shirt that I borrowed for the last time, I had to return it to her if not I would wear it forever and ever haha

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On Sunday morning I went to my parent`s church and then we had an event at our church…so we participated in both. It was fun!

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Coffee time is always a good time!

Later my friend and I started playing around with yoga positions, it was loads of.fun amd I wish I weighed less and was more flexible to be able to do more stuff, but I will be able to! It is one of my future goals!

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Well, I need to get going.. I have a lot on my mind and a couple of things to do.still!

Oh! And I almost forgot!! Today I finally got down to 60,8!! Hooray! Hopefully next week I can see a 59 on the scale! That would be freaking amazing, finally getting down to the 50s! When I lose my first 10 kilos it`s gonna be fantastic!! My goal is to get down to 57 kilos by April 30th… and then I only have 5 more kilos to go! I have lost seven kilos and feel better about myself, imagine when I lose all of the 16 kilos I am going to lose! Hooray!

A Series of Unfortunate Events

Ok, so I just need to spill. I mean crap, I have had an awful start to today. Let’s start with last night. I get home and my baby, Bonhoeffer looks like he is dying. There was throw up and poop and pee all over the kitchen, like osmething had gone terribly wrong. It freaked me out. Seriously. I opened the baby gate to let him out of that mess and he didn’t even want to look at me, he just stayed lying down on the floor and didn’t want to lift his head or talk to us or anything. I tried feeding him since he is food crazy but he didn’t even want to smell his food. I tried giving him water and he would just turn away from it.

While my husband cleaned up the mess I sat with him on the floor and pet him and loved on him but he was still super down. Slowly he looked like he was getting his strength back, I took a bone out of my purse that I had bought for him, and he cheered up a little and even started chewing on it. I completely freaked and tried calling the vet thousands of times, but she didn’t answer. So we were waiting on her to call back, but slowly he started feeling better.. and better… We fed him some kibbles with meat water from our meal mixed in it and he ate it… before I went to bed at midnight I gave him somre more kibbles and he gobbled it right up. He sleeps in our room so we know that nothing happened during the night. We think it may have been some medicine he was taking, an anti allergy medicine because he had been scratching himself to death and the vet told us to give it to him.

Well, in the end it all turned out all right and this morning he was his usual chipper self, so we have no idea what happened.

Back to my series of unfornatunate events, I got home to the huge scare of Bonhoeffer, we worked on making him feel better, I put on a pair of flip flops and they broke… then I put on another pair I had lying around… last night I gave myself a mani-pedi and while I was doing that Sabrina got a flipflop I had been wearing, and chewed on it and ruined the flipflop, so two pairs in one day. Last night my hubby went to take a shower after me and the shower burnt out. So this morning I had to take a freakishly cold shower because I wash my hair every day. But I figured, hey, I can at least use the blow dryer to warm out… Halfway in to blowdrying my hair, my hair dryer burns out… and I’m left with half wet hair.

Goodness. When things are supposed to go wrong.. they do it. And I can’t say it’s bad luck because even though I tease, there is no such thing as bad luck, because we have a loving God who cares for us and sometimes “bad” things can happen all at once to test your faith.

So let’s not get depressed, right? Because at the moment I could just break down and cry. Let’s focus on happy things! And good things!

Like weighing myself this morning and weighing 61,2 kilos… almost reaching 60!!! Hopefully I can get to 60,7 because that would be a kilo lost in a week! Without exercise because i haven’t had time:D

Today's look, sans lipstick because I am still drinking coffee haha

Today’s look, sans lipstick because I am still drinking coffee haha

So yesterday I was walking downtown and I decided to pass by my favorite shoe store, Queen Shoes! I love going there and everything is beautiful, but super expensive! However, a couple of times a year they have a promotion on the end of season shoes, and that is when I buy them! Because buying 3 pairs of shoes you get a huge discount, in this case it was 60% discount, so worthwile!

Well, I couldn’t decide on just three pairs… since I decided to get closed shoes since winter is cmoing. Even though they are summer shoes, they are closed and I can wear them in the winter without looking like a dork because it doesn’t get THAT cold here in Londrina.

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From 530 reais, I believe, I paid 214 reais on all 4 pairs of shoes, that’s 53 reais a shoe! They were about 120, 170, a piece. It depended on the pair. They had more expensive shoes, but I wanted the cheaper ones because I KNOW their shoes last forever. That’s why I buy them! I love them! hehehe

Whenever I buy shoes that aren’t Queen Shoes, they never last. They fal apart, they are uncomfortable, etc. I want comfortable, long lasting shoes without paying an outrageous price. With the dollar more than 3 to one, that’s only 70 dollars for four pairs of shoes.. I know I earn in reais, but now I have started comparing everything to the price of the dollar to see if it’s worthwhile!

Well, I need to get going, but I just thought I might show today’s breakfast! I had a Dukan pancake with sliced chicken ham thingie and diet mozerella cheese. On the side I had a diet yogurt with fruit, so those were my two tolerated foods for the day!

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I hope you all have a great day! And I hope my day gets better, hahaha See you soon!

Feeling Blue

So I weighed myself this morning and apparently eating little and suffering a little was worth it because I weighed 61,4 this morning. I reeeaaaallyyyyy want to get down to 60 something this week. Even if it is like 60,9, but just to be able to see a smaller number! Tomorrow is Friday so I will go.walking in the morning, maybe I will spruce things up amd go longer than 30 minutes.

Yesterday I was melancholic and started backreading my blog and I found a post where I had mentioned my weight…O started at 66 kilos and had gotten down to 61 kilos… so now I started at 67,7 kilos and have gotten down to 61,4… but both times my goal weight was 52! This time it has taken me longer to lose weight, but it was also because it was more weight if that makes .sense.

Today isnt the happiest of days, my morning was not the greatest but I am trying to.concentrate on good things…and things other than work. I need to take care of my health. And I dont know the limit for overworking. Sigh. Its tough.

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Brazil side of Iguaçu with my hubby!

I really want the documents to qork out, I want a change in lfe, I want adventure. I want something new amd different. I want to have contact with my family and be able to be there for them, especially my grandparents. I want to move.

Focus

I am starting to wonder if maybe I am eating too much. I have lost an average of a kilo a week, but I feel that sometimes it is so slow and then sometimes it speeds up. Right now it is normal, I think that by Sunday I will have lost more weight, but I still need.to be careful and keep my focus.

This morning I woke up and had a Dukan pancake with diet cheese and some kani.

For lunch I had chicken and some contra file. I didnt snack and for dinner I had 2 kani and some slices of turkey breast.

I tried to eat less today, especially for dinner. Which is why I only had turkey slices for dinner. Sigh.

I have two options, eat whatever I want and be fat or eat nothing and look great. Tough choice. I am by no meams thin…61.7 kilos is 135 pounds.. I have lost 15 pounds but want to lose 20 more. I want to hav emy teenage weight so that I will look prettier, healthier, and younger. It is hard, but I will do it. I can do it.  I must do it.

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Argentine Side

Sunday Eats

Yesterday was a really lazy day… I woke up in time for lunch and STARVING! I was really happy when I weighed myself cause I weighed 61,7… now have a new goal, by April 30th (a wedding) I will weigh57 kilos. I need to exercise more, amd frequently, and get back to doing situps, man traveling for a week really set me off!
For breakfast yesterday I had a Dukan pancake with diet cheese and ham and kani.

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I also had some.diet pudding. The girl who stayed at our house didnt drink the fat free milk so I didnt want to throw it away so I drank it all instead:)

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In the afternoon I had a Dulan coffee shake which I forgot to take a picture of and in the evening I had chicken with ricotta.

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Oops, blurry pic. Well, those were my eats for Sunday, way too much milk, but I will do better now!

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Coffee on Saturday Night